I have been part of the spiritual community for most, if not all, of my life. I was, in a sense born into it. At a young age I was told time after time that each one of us “chose to come here”, meaning that each of us choose to incarnate into this lifetime. I have also heard that we all have “lessons” to learn and that we “chose our parents”. I mean, heck – there is no limit to the countless books, articles and blogs that have been written about it.
Despite either being told directly or hearing others imparting that wisdom on others, the message never resonated with me. In fact, the thought of it made me cringe; still does.
For years, even decades, I searched to connect the dots between my childhood, my parents, the “lessons” and how each impacted the “how and why” I chose to come here. While my decades long journey provided insight to who I was, I couldn’t quite piece the fragments of my “truth”, my core self, together with the belief that I willingly chose to “come here”.
So, a little bit about myself; I promise its relative. I lead a very spiritual and holistic lifestyle. In fact, I have dedicated my career to holistic health and have studied spiritualism, ancient texts and religious practices for well over 30 years. I have also had the ability to “see” since the age of seven – at least that’s the earliest I can remember. None of that makes me an expert by any means; however, I like to think I have perfected my craft (healing work) and, given my ability to see, have been able to humbly bridge some gaps between the mystical and our third dimensional world – the world we call life. I somehow thought that my ability to “see” was linked to my purpose.
After an incredibly challenging 2020 (who wasn’t challenged in 2020), I decided to embark on an intense spiritual journey of self-discovery. At the time I was challenged with understanding the reason I “chose” to come here. I felt that I was living two separate lives – one vested in corporate America and the other in a world of mysticism and spirituality. Neither of which I necessarily “fit into”. What I discovered changed my life forever; it changed the way I viewed myself, interacted with others, and how I chose to live out my time here on earth.
While meditating, I found myself in a state of pure consciousness; a state of consciousness that exists beyond our three-dimensional space and timeline. I realized that I was viewing myself at the point just prior to entering this dimension… not this lifetime; this dimension. There was a large Being next to me, perhaps three times my size and I was, in a sense, arguing that I did not have to “come back”. I was very clear that my “karma”, so to speak, was paid off, that there was nothing left here for me to do and that……
That’s when everything changed. At that point, mid-sentence, I was pushed. I began a quick free fall decent where I could feel myself tumble until I suddenly landed in darkness. There I sat in complete stillness, wondering what I was supposed to do next. I knew where I was, third-dimensional Earth, but “why” I was here escaped me. Suddenly, I was kicked so hard in a meditative state that I shifted my physical being. I literally shifted my body almost causing me to fall off my chair. Within seconds a contract the size of a phone book appeared (no wonder I never liked contracts).
As I sat in front of the contract, I realized that I didn’t choose to be here, I didn’t choose my parents, nor did I have “karma” to pay. I realized that I was “thrown” here by a force greater than myself for purposes unknown.
Given I was thrown into this dimension I didn’t go through all the “grids” that souls have to go through to incarnate, I didn’t have a de-briefing on my “purpose” here, and I wasn’t acclimated to three dimensional constructs. That said and due to my swift entrance, I did, however, retain my ability to “see” inter-dimensionally; past the obvious. Understanding this, of course, didn’t make up for a lifetime of feeling displaced and not belonging, but it did provide a line of sight into my path. The puzzle pieces that once evaded me were becoming clear and the dots began to connect.
After the meditation, I spent days reflecting and feeling. I was angry that my free will was taken from me. I was angry that I was here without the underlying guidance and understanding that many souls get upon entry. I was angry because no part of me could make sense of why this happened. While working through the anger and trying to logically understand how I was to use my abilities in service, I received a clear message – “turn it around; look at it differently”. It was like a switch was flipped and the light bulb turned on. At that moment I realized my ability to “see” was secondary to my purpose and had nothing to do with the reason I was sent here.
We are in a time of change where not only is the earth, itself, is elevating its vibration (Schumann resonances), but where we, as humans, are elevating our consciousness. Each new day seems to present us with new challenges, both personally and collectively. Each of those challenges is a shedding of the old and an opportunity to move into a higher vibratory pattern. I say opportunity because we need to understand that each of us is experiencing an evolution in oneself. A silent change that is unable to be seen just felt. We are changing our DNA, downloading alien codons in the form of sacred light geometry, and connecting our etheric self with our human suite in ways never imagined. We are processing this information and connecting to inter-dimensional energies that are just now being revealed. As we ascend our current state of consciousness, either knowingly or not, each of us will find our purpose.
Today I know that my Being was sent here to service a transition of humanity from our third dimensional construct into a construct of higher understanding and spiritual belief. While I am still unsure of the specifics of what that means, I do know that I didn’t choose to enter this lifetime when I did, I didn’t choose my family and didn’t have a revolutionary “lesson” to learn (although I’ve learned many). I was sent, like so many others, for the greater good, to bridge a great spiritual awakening and a consciousness evolution like never before.
As I patiently wait for my “purpose” to fully reveal itself, I ask all light workers, healers, and spiritualist to “turn it around; look at it differently” knowing that while everyone has a purpose (even a contract), everyone should not be led to believe they chose to “come here” ... this lifetime.
About Rainey: Lorraine (Raine) Sutter, DC, RN, MSACN has over 20 years of experience in the practice and study of mainstream and complimentary medicine. She received a Doctorate in Chiropractic (DC) and Master’s in Clinical Nutrition (MSACN) from New York Chiropractic College and a bachelor’s in science in Nursing (BSN) from Niagara University.
Through a blend of Eastern and Western philosophies, Raine combines conventional health, wellness and nutrition practices with Meditation and Mindfulness to align your higher consciousness with your cellular body. The practice releases old traumas, activates new energy pathways and elevates your physical and spiritual being to a higher vibration serving as a foundation to mental and physical well-being, as well as personal success.
Raine has been gifted since a young age with having the ability to see between our current third dimensional reality and higher spiritual realms. That ability, coupled with extensive formal education in alternative and traditional health care has provided Raine a unique perspective and skillset with regard to providing spiritual insight and health counseling for countless individuals. As a mother, grandmother, daughter, sister, and friend, Raine is passionate about helping people understand how past traumas are being projected into current realities resulting in recurrent life themes which cause people to lose sight of themselves. Having taken this unprecedented journey into healing herself, she is relatable to the many individuals who lie in the shadows of pain, loneliness, and confusion as they struggle to heal.
Lorraine is a lecturer, consultant, healer, author, and educator who is driven by the need to bridge and advance our understanding of metaphysical practice and physical health. In addition to offering several workshops and classes she has served as a faculty member at New York Chiropractic College and University of Phoenix. She continues to practice within her scope and maintains on online presence at www.thepurpleherbshop.com